Owner of a heart, a soul, and a body.

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i'm k- i have an abundance of nicknames.

this is a collection of my innermost thoughts, combined with images that make me laugh, cry, smile, snort, feel inspired, pleased, thankful, or i connect with in some other way.

Let's be real though; it's mostly MMFD, and other random things. Come say hey!


shoutout to all the fat girls who are really fucking good at makeup now because we needed some reason to feel good about ourselves when we felt unworthy

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A Friend of Yours Isn’t a Friend of Mine - Part 1 


So something amazing happened to me this week, I actually organised my time properly and managed to write the chapter that I promised. WOHOOO

I know a lot of you reblogged and liked the preview thingie and I am honoured and I guess that really motivated me to get on this. I haven’t added you to tag list unless you have asked or I am 100% sure as I really don’t want to spam you. I do hope you read it and I am forever grateful for your love my dear emus. 

Enjoy my new alternate universe m’dears xx

My taglist - (I do hope Tumblr notifies you all this time as I know bitchy-broken had problems with it last time. Please tell me if my account is misbehaving) As a test I’ll add swooningfangirl to see if it works on me!

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Can we just talk about how she cast this spell without a fucking wand? Like Hermione BAMF Granger up in here CONFUNDS CORMAC WITHOUT A WAND. Pretty sure the only other person we see doing this in the series is ALBUS FUCKING DUMBLEDORE WHO IS THE MOST POWERFUL SORCERER IN THE WORLD. Here comes Hermione no muthafucking prisoners Granger to prove the world wrong because she is the most powerful sorceress in the world. Can’t pronounce her name? She’ll blink at you and you’ll wake up in the Sahara desert thinking you’re a cactus.

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fanfic masterpost



SEASON 3 - (318,261 words)

Episode 1 – Change (19198 words)

Episode 2 – Worlds (30415 words)

Episode 3 - 1997 (39014 words)

Episode 4 – the calm (45709 words)

Episode 5 - thunder (56522 words)

Episode 6 - lightening (49499 words)

Episode 7 - storm (45558 words)

Episode 8 – the show must go (49626 words)

SEASON 4 – (562,507 words so far)

Episode 1 - Expectations (70528 words)

Episode 2 – And the Dust Settles (94646 words)

Episode 3 – Deuce (100961 words)

Episode 4 – Tipping point (87067 words)

Episode 5 - Dream / Nightmare (89769 words)

Episode 6 – Unexpected (119536 words)

ONE SHOTS & PROMPTS (different world to my seasons 3 & 4 fanfic)

Song Challenge – ‘Get Some’ by Lykke Li (649 words)

Song Challenge: ‘Trembling Hands’ by The Temper Trap (315 words)

Smut prompt: Finn, Rae, Phillip Threesome (4907 words)

Song Challenge: ‘Covered in Chrome’ by Violent Soho (280 words)

Season 2 episode 7 (12736 words)

Finn’s POV – the sexy party (6625 words)

Phoenix (AKA my favourite one to write) (21837 words)

Finn in Leeds (Janice introduction) (10854 words)

A month after Rinn’s reunion (4618 words)

Finn comes back for Rae (1875 words)

a note about my fics

there are difficult topics in some of them, including rape, homophobia, violence, mental illness, suicide etc - just be prepared for that

i have been told i write fairly pornographic smut, so if that’s not your thing, might want to give it a miss, but the smut is not more important than the plot (unless it’s a smutty one shot)

cheers m’dears


Anonymous asked: nick roux as phil is absolutely brilliant, i don't think i can imagine him being played by anyone else! nice job on the fancast





Hey! Thank you :) I honestly can’t see anyone else as Phil either. Nick Roux is my head canon and I can’t stop making gifs of him

have i told you that i love this fancast aiyana?

i feel like sending you the scene i was writing when i first saw it so you can see the first time he made an appearance as phil (he changes between three actors for me now - nick’s one of them)

Am I allowed to flail? Because I’m gonna flail, I am, and then I’m gonna wait patiently for that little scene because hOLY SHIT.

how about i give you a tiny bit of it as a spoiler for everyone?  i saw nick in this scene as i wrote it and it was wonderful :D


‘Speaking in Tongues’ by The Eagles of Death Metal

I got this feeling and it’s deep in my body; it gives me wiggles and it makes my rump shake.  If I should touch you, might be electrocuted: deep in your body you will get your first taste!


Phil really didn’t know where to look.  One of Linda’s eyes was narrowed in thought as she looked directly at him.  He wished he hadn’t come downstairs early to have a quiet meditate while Rae and Finn bickered and Gary tried to get someone to go over the plan for today with him.  Phil enjoyed meditating and he hadn’t done any since he’d started going out with Rae and Finn.  He’d slipped out when Rae and Finn had started bickering about her inviting her mother to come with them to this.  They’d had exams for the last two weeks so this had really been the first chance for Linda and Phil to meet each other.  It was summer break for second years, first years still had another week, and then they had the AFL match and summer ball; after that they would have nothing more to do with Stamford College.  They were all graduating with excellent marks; Phil had been the best student in the school, of course, he was actually the best student in Lincolnshire and he was one of the top 5 students in the whole country that year.  Finn and Rae had both done well; Rae was in the top 5% for the entire country and Finn was in the top 15% which had completely surprised Finn and made Gary beam with pride; he’d put the marks up on the fridge.  They still had to get their final exams back but the three of them had managed to do so well that they all had acceptance to multiple universities and thanks to the duologue competitions they all had excellent drama schools they could go to as well. 

Today they were headed to London for two nights to find a flat to live in together. 

And Gary and Linda were coming with them.

Karim would be joining them tomorrow, and Kenzie was meeting them there later in the afternoon; parents fretting and anxiously excited about where they were going to live… Parents to guide and love them and offer advice and support and to drive them insane with their unwanted opinions…

Except for Phil.  His parents weren’t going to be there.

So he went downstairs to meditate.  To centre himself.  To make sure his emotions were under control.  To hear the door bell and answer the door to Linda, who now sat opposite him at the table.

“Did you want a drink?’  Phil tried again, but Linda said nothing, the only change was that she sucked her teeth slightly, clearly appraising him.  Phil drummed his hands on the table softly, awkwardly and cleared his throat.  He had decided from the beginning that he would not explain his relationship to anyone; it was none of their business.  So he offered up no information to her, he simply attempted to be polite, but was met with a semi-icy glare and nothing else.  Silence fell as soon as he stopped tapping, but thankfully he could hear that Rae and Finn had stopped bickering and were wondering where he’d gotten too.  They had agreed to not make the third person take sides if two of them were arguing, so Phil slipping away was not entirely unexpected and they weren’t panicked about him.  Although Gary was loudly complaining about the state of the airing closet now.  Finn called out Phil’s name and Phil cleared his throat before calling back up the stairs.

“Just down here.”  He answered, his eyes not leaving Linda, “Linda’s here.”  A silence so loud that it nearly thumped the air out of Phil greeted his words, followed by a hissing whisper and loud footsteps thumping down the stairs.

“Mum!”  Rae said as she rushed into the room, “Weren’t we s’pose to be picking you up?”

“Thought we’d save time this way pet.”  Linda said stiffly.  Rae kissed Phil’s lips and turned back to her mother, her hand on Phil’s shoulder.

“Right, well we haven’t had breakfast yet, so I’ll put on some tea.” 

“I can do it!”  Phil offered, almost pleaded.  But Rae waved him off and Phil turned his eyes back to Linda.  Her expression had changed; she looked more murderous and Phil cleared his throat again.  He was glad when Finn walked in, slipping a shirt on.  Finn leaned down and kissed him before sitting beside him and putting a day plan in front of Phil.

“Good morning Linda.”  Finn said with a cheeky grin and put a hand on Phil’s thigh. 

“Finn.”  Linda said tightly, her eyes narrowed. 

“What d’you think of this plan?”  Finn asked Phil and Phil scanned the page, glad for the distraction from the look Linda was giving him.

Failed Memories Part 3


Hi all here’s part 3 hope you like it. :) xx

Failed Memories part 3

It was a shocked for Rae to see Finn after almost four years, it was even more of a shock to see him in her shop with his son, Rae knew he had a son but it cut her up seeing the two together. His son was so cute and looked…

OMG I am so excited!!!

Which baby are you?







Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive. Down-to-Earth. Stubborn. Repost this in 5 mins and you will meet someone new in 8 days that will perfectly balance your personality.


Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexiest out of everyone. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest And loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Horny. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions. Repost this in 5 mins and you will talk to someone new and realize that you are a perfect match.


Attractive personality. Sexy. Affectionate Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Great kisser. Easily angered. Trustworthy. Appreciative and returns kindness. Hardly shows emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings. Observant and assesses others. If you repost this in the next 5 mins, you will meet your new love in 8 days.


Suave and compromising. Funny and humorous. Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Concerned and detailed. Loyal. Does work well with others. Very confidant. Sensitive. Positive Attitude. Thinking generous. Good memory. Clever and knowledgeable. Loves to look for information. Able to cheer everyone up and/or make them laugh. Able to motivate oneself and others. Understanding. Fun to be around. Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality. Secretive. Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music, leisure and traveling. Systematic. Hot but has brains. If you repost this in 5 mins, a cutie that’s caught your eye will introduce themselves and you will realize that you are very much alike in the next 2 days.


Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High-spirited. If you repost this in the next 5 minutes, you will become close to someone you do not speak too much in the next 4 days.


You’ve got the best personality and are an absolute pleasure to be around. You love to make new friends and be outgoing. You are a great flirt and more than likely have an a very attractive partner. a wicked hottie. It is also more than likely that you have a massive record collection. You have a great choice in films, and may one day become a famous actor/actress yourself - heck, you’ve got the looks for it!!! IN the next 6 days you will meet someone that may possibly become one of your closest friends, if you repost this in 5 minutes.


Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people’s feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover. Repost this in the next 5 mins and your reputation will boost someway in the next 12 days


Outgoing personality. takes risks. feeds on attention. No self-control. Kind hearted. Self-confident. Loud and boisterous. VERY revengeful. Easy to get along with and talk to. Has an “every thing’s peachy” attitude. Likes talking and singing. Loves music. Daydreamer. Easily distracted. Hates not being trusted. BIG imagination. Loves to be loved. Hates studying. in need of “that someone”. Longs for freedom. Rebellious when withheld or restricted. Lives by “no pain no gain” caring. Always a suspect. Playful. Mysterious. “charming” or “beautiful” to everyone. stubborn. curious. Independent. Strong willed. A fighter. Repost in 5 mins and you will meet the love of your life sometime next month.


Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people’s problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Usually you have many friends. Enjoys to make love. Emotional. Stubborn. Hasty. Good memory. Moving, motivates oneself and others. Loves to travel and explore. Sometimes sexy in a way that only their lover can understand. If you do not repost this in the next 5 mins, someone very close to you will become mad at you in the next 8 days.


Loves to chat. Loves those who love them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn’t pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Brave and fearless. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care to control emotions. Unpredictable. Extremely smart, but definitely the hottest AND sexiest of them all. repost this in 5 mins or you will not meet the love of your life for 10 years.


Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate and dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to have fun. Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn towards your inner and outer beauty and independent personality. Playful, but secretive. Very emotional and temperamental sometimes. Meets new people easily and very social in a group. Fearless and independent. Can hold their own. Stands out in a crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually, the greatest men are born in this month. If you ever begin a relationship with someone from this month, hold on to them because their one of a kind. Repost in 5 mins & you will excel in a major event coming up sometime this month.


This straight-up means you are the most good-looking person possible… Better than all of these other months! Loyal and generous. Patriotic. Competitive in everything. Active in games and interactions. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to talk to, though hard to understand. Thinks far with vision, yet complicated to know. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having lots of ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Has that someone always on his/her mind. Talkative. Daydreamer.Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Abiding. Able to show character. One guy/girl kind of person. Loveable. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves music. Pretty/handsome. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Sensitive.

Scary accurate.

Creepy as fuck. I’m everything in the August post…..

January as HELL


Dan knows me so well

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